Ivantwk .

Saturday, November 14, 2009 { 11:55:00 PM }

DEAD .
.
.
.
going overseas .
all the way till 20th .
bored .

Sunday, October 25, 2009 { 10:59:00 PM }

tomorrow's the start of Olevels .
ENGLISH PAPER .
shit .
i haven't memorise the format for letter writing .
i wanted to study/revise , but i couldn't .
not feeling well .
wtf .
at this time when exams are starting tomorrow .
-.-

Tuesday, September 29, 2009 { 10:28:00 PM }

STRESSED !
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 { 9:49:00 PM }

prelims over .
got back results today .
super very very very bad .
aiya , damn #$@%@_%+ bad lah .
not fail means just pass .
and i really mean just pass , like 25/50 .
exactly half .
if this was o levels i think my results cant even ensure a place in poly for me .
wth .
never mind .
just have to work harder for this coming month .
really hope i will seriously focus .
i should not be thinking about OTHER THINGS .
but i cannot stop thinking ! :D
how . . .

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 { 12:59:00 AM }

today ,
last paper for prelims .
science paper 1 .
glad that prelims over ,
but that also means that
i am left with less than a month to prepare for
OLEVELS .

time to sleep .
goodnight ! :D

Saturday, September 19, 2009 { 12:24:00 PM }

work in progress .
to change my personality , character , blablabla .
sorry for any inconvenience caused ! :D

psst ,
can you do me a favor ?
tell me whats wrong with me .
i wont bite you .
i will appreciate your help .
hah !

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 { 12:26:00 AM }

omg .
haven't revise finish my amaths .
later got paper 2 .
die .

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 { 9:13:00 PM }

prelims .
sucks .
i am so dead .
computer studies i know nothing about it .
amaths so complicated .
sciences dont understand .
emaths so-so .
humanities always no time to write finish and need no memorize a lot of things .
chinese cannot make it .
english always borderline pass if not is fail .
add all up ,
you will get ,
IVAN = NO HOPE .

how ?
tell me how !

Monday, September 14, 2009 { 9:52:00 PM }

BOO !

Thursday, September 10, 2009 { 9:15:00 PM }

cannot study !
my table is super messy .
with worksheets and textbooks of all subjects everywhere .
want to study also difficult .
studying makes people go crazy .

Wednesday, September 09, 2009 { 11:11:00 PM }

coffee does not work for me anymore .
just drank a cup and i am already seeing stars .
does this mean that my body is tired and is begging me to let it rest ?
how can i keep myself awake ,
besides coffee ?

{ 10:10:00 PM }

not all scars show ,
not all wounds heal .
sometimes ,
you can never understand
the pain someone feels .

{ 9:51:00 PM }

for the friendship of two ,
the patience of one is required .

{ 9:30:00 PM }

i have never felt that i have been valued by anyone .
i am just a waste of space that everyone ignores ,
like a ghost without a home .

{ 9:09:00 PM }

tears , scars , death ...
thats what life is all about .

{ 2:55:00 AM }

got to off the computer now .
time flies .
its already so late .
or should i say so early .
never mind .
later i will still need to wake up at 6 or 7 ,
prepare and go to school for chemistry remedial .
i cant cope with the speed the teachers are teaching .
kind of fast for me .
i think .
or is it i am always not paying much attention .
should start bucking up now .
it is considered late to start now .
but ,
its better late than never ,
right ?
i seriously need to revise all the subjects now .
or should i put it ,
i seriously need to learn everything from scratch again now .
cause i have totally forgotten everything about anything .
if you don't believe me , that's your problem .
i don't care much .

alright , that's all .
seriously need to sleep already .
i am seeing stars already !
ha ha , just joking . (:

{ 2:16:00 AM }

I live a life of misery and hate ,
I dream of being loved and safe .

{ 1:41:00 AM }

come to think of it ,
do i even have friends ?
i mean , real friends .
i dont think there is any .
sad uh .
its okay .
never mind .
i can be all on my own .
suffering in silence .
friends , whats that ?
do you know what it is ?
i dont .

enemies of mine ,
kill me now , you know you want to ..
it's not like i want to live anyway !

{ 12:27:00 AM }

I try to laugh about it ,
cover it all up with lies.
I try to laugh about it ,
hiding the tears in my eyes ..

{ 12:27:00 AM }

I try to laugh about it ,
cover it all up with lies.
I try to laugh about it ,
hiding the tears in my eyes ..

Tuesday, September 08, 2009 { 11:13:00 PM }

nyaa , nyaa , nyaa .
argh !
how to write ?

ivan , see lah .
16 years already .
always do last minute work .
how not to do last minute work ?
complete the task you are given immediately and dont delay .
how not to delay ?
concentrate when you are doing work .
CONCENTRATE ?
i cant !

ahh ,
how ?
help !

{ 8:58:00 PM }

If at first you don't succeed, try, try again !

Saturday, September 05, 2009 { 10:39:00 PM }

superman's dead ,
just accept the fact .
the dead can never be revived .

is it true that ,
if something does not belongs to us ,
it will never be ours ?

i really hope its not true .
forget it .

shall just have to try and work harder ,
and hope things will be better .

{ 7:44:00 PM }

i want to get high ,
and forget about every single damn thing .

its better to be dead than alive .
dont you think so ?

Wednesday, September 02, 2009 { 9:10:00 PM }

FRIDAY
4th september .

English paper 1 => 0800 - 0945
Social studies => 1030 - 1200

PRELIMS .

{ 8:46:00 PM }

im mad .
i wont give up .
i never felt like this before .
i know , this is the right choice .
i just have a strong feeling .
im sorry .

i will change for the better .
tell me , and i will gladly change .
promise .

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 { 12:50:00 AM }

Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet .

goodnight !
or should i say good morning ?

Monday, August 31, 2009 { 11:52:00 PM }

Love, like a tree,
sends its roots down deep
so when the storms of life abound
and the winds of adversity blow,
it shakes and bends
and goes with the flow
but doesn't break or fall.

And during times of drought
it drives its roots down deeper
so whatever comes and goes—
summer, winter, spring, or fall,
the good times and the bad—
it stands the test of all.

{ 11:46:00 PM }

why cant a bicycle stand on its own ?
because its two-tired !

LOL .

{ 11:07:00 PM }

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don’t
If you like to win but think you can’t,
It’s almost a cinch you won’t.

If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost.
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a fellow’s will
It’s all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed, you are.
You’ve got to think high to rise.
You’ve got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win the prize.

Life’s battles don’t always go
To the stronger or faster man.
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can.

{ 11:05:00 PM }

everyone ,
TAG LEHS .
:D

{ 10:54:00 PM }

why am i updating so often lately .
ivan ,
you should be studying and not wasting time on all these anymore !
LOL .

Sunday, August 30, 2009 { 9:43:00 PM }

GOODNIGHT !

{ 9:21:00 PM }

TIME .
that is what i need .

give me time ,

i WILL and MUST ,
be superman ,
score good results for O's ,
get rid of bad habits ,
be more sociable ,
lose weight ,
slim down ,
build up body ,
save more money ,
become smarter ,
pick up good habits like reading ,
have confidence ,
be determined ,
.
.
.
many many more !

LOLOL .

must achieve all those craps by the end of this year ,
or even better ,
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE !

I MUST , I CAN , I WILL !

{ 7:19:00 PM }

thinking of ,
' how to become superman '
all day long .
LOL .

{ 12:27:00 AM }

its late ,
goodnight !

take care .

i am thinking too much .
if this goes on ,
i think i will go crazy very very soon .
messages from you , keeps my sadness away !

LOLOL . ;D

{ 12:21:00 AM }

haha ,
happy birthday to my mum !
Lols .

{ 12:06:00 AM }

sometimes you are NICE ,
sometimes you are NOT .

TELL ME WHY !

{ 12:05:00 AM }

today , i felt happiness again !
the feeling is , WOW !
;D

4164771968

Saturday, August 29, 2009 { 12:49:00 AM }

time to sleep for a few hours before going to school for amaths .
after which , i will need to go for tuition .
ugh .

i still cant get myself to do work ,
to study .
seriously . . .

Friday, August 28, 2009 { 8:29:00 PM }

no wonder i'm unable to concentrate in studying .

Thursday, August 27, 2009 { 11:45:00 PM }

tomorrow will be a better day !
i hope so .

time passes too fast .
and , i hate that .

{ 11:44:00 PM }

im tired , seriously .

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 { 11:15:00 PM }

i can ,
not do anything and just think of you the whole day .
im unable to study .
why ?
please stop ignoring me .
never mind ,
ignore me all you want ,
but ,
just remember to take care of yourself .

please be careful .
i would not like to see some animals disturbing you .
dont worry .
i will never allow anyone to do such things .
i will never let anything happen to you .
but for that to happen ,
i would like you to tell me more things .
dont keep everything to yourself , will you ... ...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 { 10:08:00 PM }

to those flirts , dogs and all sorts of animals in 4e2 .
-'-
you should know very well who you are .

{ 10:03:00 PM }

disturb my friend ,
get it from me .

watch what the fuck you are doing , boy .
i dont open my mouth does not mean i dont know what you are doing .
dont test my patience .

some day i will lose control of myself and ,
i swear i will whack the hell out of you .
bastard .

Monday, August 24, 2009 { 11:51:00 PM }

trouble is part of your life ,
and if you don't share it ,
you are not giving the person who love you ,
enough chance to love you enough .

{ 11:48:00 PM }

time flies .
when will i have the motivation to study ?
i know O's coming ,
i am worried .
my mind is not with me .
this makes it hard to study .
how .
probably you could help ?
more like ,
only you can help me .

headache .

{ 11:45:00 PM }

when it hurts to look back ,
and you are scared to look ahead ,
you can look beside you and i will be there ..

Sunday, August 23, 2009 { 10:37:00 PM }

waiting for your call ,
im sick ,
im angry ,
im DESPERATE for your voice .
you bring live into me .

im tired of being all alone .

say my name , i just want to hear your voice .
say my name , so i know its true .
you are changing me .
you made me want to live .
so , just say my name .
will you ?

i keep coming back to you in my head ,
but you dont know that ,
do you ?

i think about you constantly ,
whether its with my mind or my heart .

you are my key to survival .
i cant go on without you .

missing you could turn from ,

pain to pleasure

if only i knew you were missing me too .

{ 9:02:00 PM }

today weiming and kenny came my house downstairs study at around 12 ?
weiming had to go at 2 plus .
so i went home a while ,
went out to meet kenny again .
asked sebas to come out meet us .
went BACK to my house downstairs study .
study like never study like that de . :x
then after awhile , went to kenny house downstairs play badmintton .
new COURT leh !
LOL .

super not feeling well .
stupid nose , flu flu flu !

argh .

Saturday, August 22, 2009 { 7:18:00 PM }

im at grandmother's house now .
cousin came from m'sia . (:

{ 4:48:00 PM }

ty to Sherlyn a.k.a ahgong for changing the skin .

Friday, August 21, 2009 { 10:28:00 PM }

Making this IVAN'S BLOG is tougher than shitting when you're constipated. Urgh! Corruption.
Ivan, you owe me:
- A green tea.
(No, make it a week's supply, chehnola.)
- Sweets.
- Chips.
- A BMW.

Loves{♥},
Your ahgong. (:

Thursday, August 20, 2009 { 11:41:00 PM }

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i want to be ,

SUPERMAN
!!!

RAWR !

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 { 7:04:00 PM }

got back Olevels CHINESE results today ,
approximately at 11am .
i got a C6 .
SAD
*cries*

just a small matter and i think i learnt something .
i think i understand what is happy , finally .
i want to forget what is emo .
only you can help me , i guess .
but the problem is , will you ?
:x

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 { 11:38:00 PM }

had english orals .
quite ok , though did not say much .
all Olevels examiners have no expressions de loh .
like talking to statue like that .
lols .
tmr will be the release of Olevel CHINESE results .
im worrying . :x

Monday, August 17, 2009 { 8:12:00 PM }

i want to say thank you to the following people for the present .

yu jie
bing chuan
alex
kai zhin
sebastian
delwyn
haziq
weiming
kenny
juin fai
nazemudin
wei qian

THANK YOU , PEOPLE !
:D

Sunday, August 16, 2009 { 2:28:00 PM }

happy birthday to me .

Saturday, August 15, 2009 { 12:07:00 AM }

A BIG THANK YOU TO ,
LOIS
JENNY
JAMIE
FRANCIS
for the present !
:D

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 { 1:07:00 AM }

time check : 1.55 AM

i cant seem to sleep .
i want and i know i need to study .
but , i just cant .
i wonder why .
anyone got solutions ?
probably , I'm having some sort of illness , which i myself don't know .
after giving it much thought ,
i believe many things are causing me to be like this .
it may be due to school stress ,
it might be related to me being anxious day and night ,
or perhaps i want to spend more time being awake .
who knows when i might leave this beautiful place .
right .
i don't even know why I'm talking bout such stuffs suddenly .
there are many thoughts that keep running through my mind , day and night , every minute , every second .
it just cant seem to stop .
its suffering , its torturing .
its just not a pleasant feeling .
and , it doesn't feel good .
probably thoughts of you that are running through my mind , non-stop , is affecting me .
there are many things i would like to say , but i cant find the opportunity / chance .
do i even have one ?
maybe , i should learn to let go .
maybe , i should just stop day dreaming .
but , i cant put myself to do it .
just a smile ,
just a gesture ,
just a simple message .
just any one of these , and i would be happy .
it will brighten up my entire day .
i will feel energetic immediately .
this feeling's great !
i wonder what is this weird feeling .
do you feel how i feel ? i doubt so .
sometimes i get frustrated and angry over tiny little things , although its not concerning me .
why .
there are many questions which i cant find the correct answers .
i don't know what to do .
studying day and night , but with nothing going into the head is irritating .
whats wrong with myself !?
I'm tired , I'm seriously very tired .
both mentally and physically .
i hope this would automatically end real soon .
patience is running out .
time is running out too .
if this still doesn't end by itself ,
i worry i might end it myself .

ivan , stop dreaming .
you are a nobody .

are friends that good or useful ?
i don't think so .
not all friends can be trusted , you cant share your thoughts with them .
maybe only just one or two , i agree .
probably i should go back to being alone again .
all by myself .
keeping every single thing to myself ..
and , when it becomes too full to keep any more things , it will just burst like a balloon .
i hate emotions .
without emotions , people will be afraid and no one would want to be friends with me anymore .
great isn't it ?
even if I'm gone , no one would even notice .
that's great , right ?
i wouldn't be a burden to anyone too .
i think its time to go .
bye .

Monday, August 10, 2009 { 11:45:00 PM }

i cant study !
i still cant seem to concentrate .
help ?
just dont understand why i am always distracted over some small little thing .
today spent the whole day at home , supposed to complete few chemistry worksheets and to revise for chem prep which is tomorrow .
had other work too , of course .
but since 7.30 am till now , which is past midnight already , i havent even completed a single worksheet .
whats wrong with me ?
GCE olevels are approaching and i still cant fucking concentrate .
others are well preparing and revising but me ?
havent even started revising, havent touched the TEN YEAR SERIES .
quite a lot of syllabus im still totally blur about it .
how ?
i think tmr is the release of GCE olevels MT results .
extremely scary .
i scared i cannot make it .
pleasepleaseplease , at least give me a B .

ARGH !

a few messages a day , keeps the boring-ness away !

Friday, August 07, 2009 { 9:41:00 PM }

aww ,
my eyes are screaming for the sight of you .
it just wouldn't stop ,
and it hurts .

Thursday, August 06, 2009 { 11:30:00 PM }

can you tell me stuffs .
i will be glad to listen .
can you not keep everything to yourself .
i would appreciate it .
can you ..

if you are unwilling , i cant do anything too .
hais .
why .

{ 11:29:00 PM }

SPEECHLESS

Wednesday, August 05, 2009 { 12:23:00 AM }

probably some thoughts that keeps running through my mind frequently is
preventing me from concentrating,
preventing me from studying .
i'm serious .
cant you give me some encouragement .
cant you understand me ..
i definitely cant complete the journey without you .
i will appreciate it if you can help me to break the barrier between us .

i cant do it alone .

HELP , please ?

{ 12:20:00 AM }

i cant fucking concentrate,
i cant fucking study .
this sucks .
already having prep exams and still not doing anything to improve myself ?
hopeless .
80 + more days to olevels .
wish me LUCK .

{ 12:16:00 AM }

cant understand some guys .
they can actually do anything to be with girls .
when there are girls around, they can do this do that .
without girls they will not do anything .
cant they see 'friends' in their eyes , or can they only see 'girls' in their eyes .
can they be considered as our friends ..
yuck .

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 { 1:41:00 AM }

said some things , but dare not prove it .
seen some things , and felt jealous .
want some things , but unable to get it .
herd some things , and cant ask .
knew some things , but cant accept .
felt some things , and kept quiet .
need someone , but no guts to get it .

depressed .

{ 1:39:00 AM }

im tired , but i cant sleep .
i know i need to study , but im not .
why .

{ 1:29:00 AM }

wow .
its 1.40 am .
29/07/09
and guess what , im still awake .
trying to study, but i cant .
Fish .

{ 1:29:00 AM }

if you are willing to walk with me , i would be most glad to complete the journey with you .

Friday, July 24, 2009 { 4:05:00 PM }

coward me .
i try so hard to open my mouth and talk , but my voice is gone all of a sudden .
afraid that people will disturb .
afraid that i might be a nuisance .
afraid that i will say stupid stuffs .
_ _ _ _ .

i am trying my best .
i really am .
i will try harder .
i will not give up .
but i wonder ,
when will that day come ,
do you feel the same way as i do ?

i hate emotions .
i think being emotion-less is better .

f--k .

Friday, June 19, 2009 { 2:14:00 PM }

going CIP at lavender tomorrow .
bored .
next week still got sports enrichment thing .
and i haven't even completed any assignments .
shit .

Tuesday, June 09, 2009 { 11:26:00 PM }

i hate the weather !
its just too hot .
cant stand it .
how i wished it will not be so scorching .
that will only happen in my dreams .

right .

Monday, June 08, 2009 { 12:04:00 AM }

click for clearer picture.

LOUSY WORKMANSHIP !

my grandmother renovated her house and my family brought her to buy furniture and went over to the house to have a look.
to MY fcking horror, all the things were not well done,
i think it is fcking ugly .
stupid contractor, only know how to say good things bout himself, does things without informing us .
maybe it could be some 'great' relative doings .
so young yet want to act big .
keep helping the contractor to say 'hao hua' only .
my grandmother paid quite a lot just to have the house well done .
but in the end ?
bull shit .
no one paid thats why no one bothers right ?
think about it lah, what if it is YOUR house .
will you not bother about those lousy work done to your house ?
definitely you will complain and get it done well .
you should get what you paid for .
just because its not your house you don't bother ..
gth lah .
this contractor don't know come from which dustbin one .
he should go according to the owner's liking and not decide things all by himself .
though I'm not very sure bout the complete story ,
i know all these happened cause of come bossy person and the dumb contractor .

cant stand it .
they are full of nonsense ..

all these are what i personally feel .
there is nothing to do with any other people .
not happy with me saying the truth ?
come settle lor ..

Thursday, June 04, 2009 { 9:04:00 PM }

went to school .
had lessons , boring .
after school went to comp lab to do some NE stuffs .
haha, it was quite fun after all .
lols .

Monday, June 01, 2009 { 8:43:00 PM }

wow .

today went to school early .
reason ?
today is the

GCE O LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE EXAMINATIONS .

lols .
can say quite okay .

much better than school exams .

thats what i felt .
cause at least i know how to read the stupid passages .
so-called guessed most of the multiple choice questions .
i almost could not finish the paper on time .
whats done is done .
no point regretting .
hope i can DO WELL .
seriously ..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 { 11:40:00 PM }

teachers say i got
ATTITUDE PROBLEM .

-.-

lols . argued with a fcking chinese teacher today, scolded her, send me down to general office to write incident report .
fine, i went down myself .
go canteen drink water, saw her complaining to Mr kong .
still dare say what i scold her first, she nv say anything to me .
keep say until like i bo tai bo ji i scold her like that .
fck .
i walked there tell mr kong I'm the one she is referring to .
continue to argue in front of the office .
she keep barkbarkbark .
Mr kong ask her go back class, ask me write report .
write finish then, blabla, then go back class .
.
.
.
whatever .
fcking dog .

results very bad . study so much still so lousy . hais .
amaths, teacher say want show principal our marks .
then at there still put ivan got attitude problem .
-.-

Sunday, May 17, 2009 { 12:46:00 AM }

i am so JEALOUS .

Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, is not pompous,
it is not inflated, it is not rude,
it does not seek its own interests,
it is not quick-tempered,
it does not brood over injury,
it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth.
It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails.

{ 12:31:00 AM }

stuck at home since the last paper ended .
luckily today can go out .
almost going to rain , lucky i went out before it rained .
went out at around 5 to meet sebas at queensway .
i ask take what bus the person say take 195, 3 stops then alight .
ok . fine .
i count 3 stops le, i alight, look around, and think, "am i lost?"
lols .
cannot see the stupid shopping centre at all .
immediately took cab there .
stupid guy, give me wrong info . make me waste money take cab .
keep walking around, dk what to do .
then after that went to jp . walked till 7.30 like tht went back .
i went to yishun go my aunt house ..
cause all my cousins there .
sit there less than 1/2 hour we went back . wth .
mind as well i went home straight lor . waste my time .
haha .
great time . at least i could step out of 'jail' finally .
phew . i want go out more ..
later results come out then no need go out le . =x
haha .. (:

im jealous . if you get what i mean . lols .

sad, i can never get a chance to go out with people i want to go out with .
hah, you good lor , sebas ..

i always feel that you are going to kill me if i talked to you .
how i wished time would not pass so quickly .
i want to go back to the old times .
if i get a chance to go back in time,
i will definitely make good use of that wonderful chance .
hais ..

lols .

Thursday, May 14, 2009 { 10:50:00 PM }

though i changed my problematic Sony phone to a nokia one,
it still gives me problems, although not as much as the Sony's.
Nokia5800 is the phone I'm currently using .
it hangs often, music played halfway will automatically stop ...
super irritating .
could it be because it is a new phone that's why it have so much problems ?
suay .

i think i like photography .
random ..
lols .

Friday, May 01, 2009 { 3:53:00 PM }

Thursday, April 30, 2009 { 11:53:00 PM }

fuck you, bastard .
watch what you say .
mother fucker .

Saturday, April 18, 2009 { 4:22:00 PM }

life is just like a novel .
there are many chapters in it, read and forgotten .
but there is one i will never forget ...
it is the chapter when i met you people and we became friends .
:D :D :D :D :D

{ 4:13:00 PM }

yos . lols .
yesterday had speech day .
after school went home, then after doing my stuffs, went to batok to meet nazem, then went to arif house .
slacked then went to botak jones to meet sebas .
walked to school, sat in the hall for so long, from 3.45 till 7.15 .
all thanks to speech day .
the NEA guy super tall . =x
after that went home alone .
feeling tired and not feeling well , slept .
today had tuition at 11.30 till 2 plus .
went home, rest until now.
should be going out soon . with family. -.-
haha (:

Friday, April 10, 2009 { 2:26:00 PM }

hi!
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.
.
.
bye .

lols. cant think of anything to talk about .
=x

Saturday, April 04, 2009 { 7:02:00 PM }

had tuition in the morning .
not feeling well, was having flu .
could not understand whatever i was thought . =x
then went to school at ard 6pm .
meet jenny to take the sleeping bag .
lucky i reached school in time to 'snatch' it back . (:
only meet less then 5 mins ?
TT
take cab home sia .. lols . :]
saw uhuhm in school too .
didnt say hi at all .
mouth cannot open .
always like tht . =x
nvm, should bother so much anymore .
dont think i'll have the chance ..
waited with my sis in school till my father reach school to pick us .
wanted to go to je library to meet weiming, bc and sebas but not enough time so went home again .
on the comp for fun, sun bian update, and i'll be going out soon again ..
-.-
lols .
i think im crazy .
bye !

Friday, April 03, 2009 { 7:19:00 PM }

yesterday was delwyn's b'day , 2nd april .
i was like going everywhere telling everyone i see .
even those whom i dont know .
i made them say happy birthday to delwyn ! (:
haha !
during break time went to canteen to celebrate his birthday .
nazem smashed a small piece of cake onto his face .
i think he wont mind .
cause the cake is green, pandan cake .
his favourite cake flavour .
his favourite colour . =x
lucky not alot of cream if not like last time difficult to wash off lo !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELWYN !

Wednesday, April 01, 2009 { 7:40:00 PM }

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY !
went school early today to do vocab test.
the AVA room so cold lah!
then went assembly.
after that had amaths.
as usual didn't understand much.
must wait go tuition then can understand better.. :D
then had english.
oral presentation...
weiming's presentation was super long.
nazem kept disturbing frederick.
haha !
then had CS.
i slept for about 2 full periods sia !
so shuang, temp just nice. (:
then had MT.
i wasn't listening.
was cracking my head to think about the proposal for the changing of seating arrangements in class.
i want to sit in front so can pay attention.
hope i can really study, dont want to regret what i have done after things happen.. =x

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 { 8:38:00 PM }

long time no update !!
haha..
was very busy the past few days so didn't have the chance to on the comp and to update.
(:
so im here to update now...
today, had pe then COMPUTER STUDIES(which i did nothing much again!), then had pysics.
had physics test. the stupid old man everything also army here army there.. super irritating.
test wanted to try to cheat also difficult. he keep walking around say "take this test in a examination condition" bla bla.. wth ?
irritating like fk.
lousy teacher.
he kept calling us bafoons(or whatever it is spelled).
i dont like his lessons. super boring.
he like come from mental hospital come teach de lor.
school no money hire proper teachers then go hire him..
-.-

Thursday, March 19, 2009 { 10:00:00 PM }

today, went school in the morning for Chinese.
saw kenny at opp waiting, so i also sat there and we waited for sebas, then juinfai.
was quite late for class, but my teacher doesn't care much.
ended at 8.3oam and had 1hr break, so went to gombak to meet nazem, arif and weiming.
slacked till 10 plus, took bus back to batok interchange, walked to school.
we were super late for chem lesson.
the teacher also didn't care.
after that had computer studies.
did nothing again.
ohya, during cs,
tht Sheila bold and increase the font, and actually chat with me.
lols.
she good lor, only need to type, cause i can see her comp screen but she cant see mine, so i had to reply her by whispering.
:x
lucky never get caught by teacher.
haha.
after that went bball court awhile then i went home, and went out again for tuition.
ended at 6 plus, rushed back to yew tee to meet weiming and kenny.
slacked awhile then went home.
thts all.. (:

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 { 7:54:00 PM }

had English orals today.
quite ok, but i did not do my best.
was not feeling well since last night.
went school for remedial, didn't have the mood to do anything so slept during English lesson in the Lt.
shiokk.
lols.
till now I'm still not well.
mann, i hate falling sick.
the feeling sucks.

Monday, March 16, 2009 { 12:40:00 PM }

congrats to me!
just got back my computer last night at around 8pm?
thought it was okay at first, but when i on at 8.30pm, it kept restarting again.
so how ?
called the guy who repaired my comp and said it was still having the same problems..
in the end, my computer was OKAY,
but the one that is really giving me all those problems is my wireless adapter.
wth ?
no Internet lor.
cannot use.
decided not to use wireless, so i connected directly to the modem.
now I'll just have to wait for that computer guy to change my wireless adapter and i can use it again.
(:
finally got back man..
although i got back my comp i don't think i can use it as frequently.
reason?
this year having the big "O" ehh!
haha, study hard, and enjoy later. [:

Monday, March 02, 2009 { 10:07:00 PM }

hey !
good news !
surprisingly, my computer did not give me any problems till now.
=x
hope no problems at all forever lo.

hais,
bad news !
got back our EL common test and chem common test papers.
i did super badly.
English actually was 13/25 but the teacher said a few of us had to deduct 1 mark, so, i failed.
wtf.
suay sia.
so,
English - 12/25
Chem - 13/25
both are lousy results.
how i wished i could reverse the time.
there are many things i want to change, i want to do.
many tings i did, and regretted, but time will not move back, so i have no choice but to just continue living for the sake of living.
i feel that i have been rather moody this few days.
i don't know whats wrong with me.
i don't know...
hais.

We cease loving ourselves if no one loves us.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 { 8:58:00 PM }

comp always auto-restart by itself,
exactly like my phone..
going to send it for repairs soon and which means i wont be able to use the comp.
sad.
lols.
thats all.
nothing much to say.
everyday is the same. =x

Monday, February 16, 2009 { 11:10:00 PM }

today had english common test.
after school had to stay back for class cheer practice..
stay back also do nothing de.
just sit and chat chat chat.
the others also dont know doing what.
hais.
teach me how to die early, someone..
lols. jk.
tmr got computer studies sia..
going to waste time there again.
i dont know what to do at all.
what a waste of time studying for the past few years learning nothing.
seriously need a lot of help in my studies.

Sunday, February 15, 2009 { 10:32:00 PM }

I'VE GOT TO LEARN TO BE SMARTER NEXT TIME..
nahh..
there wont be a next time anymore, confirm.
i wont do anything anymore..
shall learn to be more lonely.
shall not talk much anymore.
shall be alone in future.
shall be more anti-social.
shall just think bout myself.
shall not think about anything.
shall not bother bout anything.

being good isn't good at all.
maybe,
being bad will be better..

hais.
like poles repel, unlike poles attract.
I'm the north pole and i need a south pole..
the south pole is somewhere out there,
and im wondering who is the south pole...
shall not trial and error which is the south pole anymore,
but shall just wait for it to attract by itself..

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 { 8:10:00 PM }

today went to school at normal time.
all thanks to my English teacher..
choose me for a reading cards programme.
go there saw gopal. -.-
she gave out the cards which they claimed to be worth hundreds of dollars but when they gave it to me, I was thinking..
even if they let me use as toilet paper, I wouldn’t.
by just looking at the ‘cards’, even an idiot will know it is kept for a super duper long time..
lols.
the cards all so old one.
still dare ask us not to damage it blablabla..
such a lousy thing, who will want to steal sia.
do finish the simple exercise, immediately throw back at the teacher lor.
anyway, go school so early also do nothing one.
Gopal give out the cards then I think she went for meeting then everyone was like copying the answer key only..
finish copying then I went back to class..
time for assembly.
wth ?
stupid reading cards programme waste so much time.
can sleep longer at home one ley. -.-
had 3periods of CS [ computer studies ] to do Olevel coursework.
until now I still don’t know how to do a shit.
people already do so much I still stuck at the description of the problem…
don’t know what to write at all la.
hais.
regretted not paying attention in the past 3 years in class..
zzz .
now all I can do is to hope for the best lor..
TT
i must buck up, I must improve..
hais, how I wish I really could.
zzz .

Saturday, January 24, 2009 { 7:08:00 PM }

wth.
stupid sia.
mother say can go out..
then i already want to go out, she come tell me.
i think you dont go out better lah.
stay at home do your work and can tidy the house for me.
wtf ?!
already say can go out in the end spoil my whole entire day.
shit man..
how can like that sia..
ONE WHOLE DAY WASTED.
then next time if want to go out, she sure will say,
you last time always go out..
keep going out for what..
no need to study ar ?
then no choice, cannot go out again and again..
-.-
crap sia.

liar liar liar.. !

{ 2:50:00 PM }

Finally can on the computer.
just now had to clear and tidy up my room..
sadd luh.
actually going out de lor.
who knows...
yesterday parent say can go out then suddenly say cannot..
wth sia.
-.-
never mind..
yesterday went to sebas house to return his textbooks then go jp meet nellwyn and bc then go jenny house de.
never tell earlier..
make us take 187 go all the way to jp then wait for bus go all the way back again.
stupid sia. -.-
waste time..
but in the end i accompanied sebas back to westmall to collect present before going to jenny house..
by the time we reached, already quite late.
few people went home already.
then we passed eunice the present, ate a piece of cake each and out we went again..
cause sebas friend was somewhere near there and we were kind of extra staying there..
so we went down to mac, walk walk.
in the end sebas took bus to follow his friend back 11 STOPS leh !
as i was holding jenny's house key i had no choice but to go up and pass it to her.
then all wanted to go home already.
say want take cab.
but i dont want..
anyway cab only can 4 people lor.
and when they take already no space still want squeeze me in.. -.-
i waited with them for a cab and then i was alone there.. -.-
nothing to do, i went to the bus stop to wait for him.
i blasted music cause too bored.. =x
i was like a public nuisance lor.
sorry!
haha .
jenny wanted to come down de.
but i say no need.
in the end i so lonely..
hahas. jkjk
yi ge da nan ren , bu hui you shi de lah !
fang xin fang xin.. :D
anyway, thanks for wanting to come down gpy. :b
wait wait wait, msg msg msg..
Finally reached..
went back to mac to look for a toilet.. -.-
in the end ley, all locked de.
cannot think of anything to do, we decided to go home.
i took 187 all the way back to westmall, took a train went back..
thats all..
hais .
lols.

Thursday, January 08, 2009 { 10:55:00 PM }

Today so many thing happened in school..
Sad, wm need to kena 2weeks suspend..
Tomorrow will be going to ngee ann poly for open house..
Hais.. i think will be super boring lor..
so many people also not going..
Maybe I'll go down to bishan after the open house to collect my lousy SONY ERICSSON phone..
W910i.. -.- lols..
always auto off then keep hang.. i sent repair during the holidays like every week or 2.. ? but sometime no time then never send lo.
Sian leh.. so irritating and so troublesome.. make me keep going down there..
Very FAR eh ! take train take so long, go there collect it and the same toot thing happen again..
I want to change phone parents say still new cannot change.. -.-
wth..
am i supposed to go down every sat or sun to sent it for repairs and to collect it ?
i already went there 4 time le ?..
They changed a new phone for me, but still the same..
This time they said "YOUR PHONE WILL BE READY IN 1WEEK"
In the end leh ? Before xmas till now leh!
Make me call them, never pick up..
In the end keep Email them no reply ask them call also never call.. wth..
lousy service.. Tell customer 1 week in the end around 3-4weeks...
You tell me how ?!
The previous time went there purposely go find the manager some more..
all like gonggong de lor.. Their fault still say all sort of crap..
I think they should zi dong abit ask me want change model anot lor.. -.-
So gong de ley.. Make me keep going down..
MRT fare free one ar ?
toot la.. make me keep changing phone..
sometime use sony, sometime bo bian need use nokia as spare..
that time ask for loan phone they say, "SORRY NO MORE TO LOAN"..
wth ? some more.. all the time i thought they will auto ask if i need spare phone a not..
in the end never.. make me open my mouth to ask them then they say no more.. -.-
lousy sia.. irritating phone..
Then after using the sony phone, i put sin card inside, contacts all changed to another format.. when put into another brand de, all the contacts all wrong de. -.- don't know if the numbers i saved still inside anot lor.
create so much problems for me.. all thanks to a stupid phone..
Remember hor !
SONY ERICSSON DE W910i CANNOT BUY AR!
sure give you headaches de..
I know the phone is like that cause my cousins also got use and also got the same problem..
They still tell me wad.. "I THINK THERE COULD BE VIRUS IN YOUR MEMORY CARD THAT'S WHY IT CAUSED THE PHONE TO AUTO-REBOOT BY ITSELF" -.-''
super ma fan..
After taking back still need to find new songs again, all thanks to them make me need to clear all my data in phone.. -.-
sian..
Hais.. So much problem all thanks to,
S_ N Y E _ I C S S _ N...!!!
that's all le lah..
pek cek. -.-
GoodNights..

Monday, January 05, 2009 { 10:36:00 PM }

Today is the second day of school and it is super boring.
School will end late almost everyday, staying back for remedials and remedials..
Remedials are nothing but wasting time.
Might as well let us go back early with worksheets and let us study in peace at home rather than wasting time in school..
Or at least give us notes summarised from the chapter or topic thought.
I think this would be better.
In school all i do is sit talk to friends play, and
Whatever the teacher says I'll listen from one side and it'll go out from the other..
I want to go back to school because you'll be able to see your friends everyday..
But, i want everyday to be holiday as i wouldn't have to study so much..
This end of year holiday isn't great for me at all..
How i wished i could turn back the time..
How i wished it was like June or September holidays when i was happy and busily messaging..
This December holidays i did nothing, no outing, no playing.. The worst, no messaging..
Not even one from you.. Only the happy new year though..
I don't know what really happened, but i missed those times when i could happily receive and reply messages every minute, every second..

hah.. Sad.. i want to turn the clock back badly.....!
Shall not think about anything else for now till the end of Olevel's..
Must concentrate on studying le ! ;D
This year I'll be taking the Olevel's and I'm kind of worried already..
I don't remember much of what I've learnt, and some i don't even understand it at all..
I'm so so far back.. i need to catch up.. I need help.. TT

Tomorrow school will end at 4.30 as there will be CS remedial..
hais. sian..

Friday, January 02, 2009 { 10:09:00 PM }

wow.
So fast, school holidays are over..
And now, a new year.. a BUSY one..
A year filled with exams and tests, studying and doing work..
Seriously need to buck up already.
I must get good results so that i can choose the place i want to go and not the results making a decision for me..
I've not done very well in the PSLE and i dont want to regret once again this olevel.
Gonna have to put play aside and work hard and concentrate only on STUDIES until the exams are over..
Haha.. =D
Wish me all the best~ =b

Tuesday, December 23, 2008 { 12:11:00 AM }

Hi, and Bye..
Sorry for not updating.
Always will be either doing work.
If not, tuition.
If not, go out with family.
This year's holiday is the worst !
Lols.
Thats all.
Bye.
Will update another time if i can.. :D

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 { 11:11:00 PM }

Hi..
Long time since i last updated..
Reason?
i just came back from holidays at genting highlands not long ago.
Another one is that, i'm actually quite lazy to update. Lols.
=x
Today went for tuition.
Did nothing much..
Went to lot1 meet mum buy things collect contacts, went home.
Maybe will put up some photos the next time i update.
Working tomorrow. Sian. Tired.

Thursday, December 04, 2008 { 11:09:00 PM }

helloo!
Super super long since i last updated..
Sorry! LOL
hahaha..
Have been busy working and cousin was staying my house the past weeks so didn't update, though it was quite some time back already... -.-
Haha..
My cousin came to s'pore for 1month to say. =D
First time he came for such a long period of time! :D
Some pictures of him ?
=D

playing with e cube..

spinning my books. -.-

After he went back to my grandmother's place to stay, i've been busy working and trying my very best to do those dreadful holiday assignments...
idk why, whenever i want to do, i'll lose my concentration.
lols.
then in the end? Did nothing but only a few questions... zzz
Gonna start tuition AGAIN next week.
Should have started tuition earlier, but i wanted to play and enjoy...
Although most of the times when i wanted to go out, parents didn't allow..
So, in the end, always at home watching tv, waiting for the time to fly~ zzz
Now, i feel that i've forgotten everything i've learnt..
i even have difficulties doing my assignments even with the help from my textbooks.
i'm so dead next year... T.T
thats all.. will update when i have the time or when i feel like it. XD

Friday, November 21, 2008 { 9:01:00 PM }

You ask me do i do liao la . See, i not stubborn right.. =D

1. The person who tagged me is
Jennygpy

2. Your relationship with him/her
Classmate ? Friend ? ... Should be Stubborn Friends. XD

3. Your five impressions of him/her
STUBBORN, funny, weird/psycho, clever, adorable =b

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you
Came all the way to east coast just to pass me $20.. Really crazy.

5. If she/he had become your lover,you will
i will, idk ? Carry on living lo .. also wont die ma .

6. If she/he had became your lover, things she/he needs to be improve on
Dont lalala when there is Glasses around. XD

7. If she/he became your enemy now
Haha. impossible.

8.What is it you want to talk her/him now
want talk also cannot. -.- my phone sent for repairs. Lols.

9.Your overall impression of him/her
stubborn lor !

10.How do you think people around you, will feel about you
No idea.

11.The characteristic you love about yourself is
None.

12.The most ideal person you want to be is
A perfect person.

13.For people who cares & likes you, say something to them
I care/like you people more than you care/like me..

the other questions will be the same as the one before.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 { 6:39:00 PM }

Today, Mom went for lasik then came back. Cause got MC no need go work..
I laze around the whole day doing nothing. =x
After that, then mother say she need to rest her eyes, ask me and sister to sweep the floor.
Sister was using the computer watching shows and ignored what my mother said..
Left with no choice so i do lor.
Sweep finish then sun bian mop the entire house..
Funny sia.. Wonder why i will take the trouble to do all these..
Ivantwk seldom do housework one eh !
Suddenly sweep and mop the whole house?
Siao liao.. -.-
Like Chinese new year like that, i clean the whole house.. -.-
Super tiring sia..
Do finish everything, bathe, already 6pm.
Turn on computer,

Was told to do this quiz by a Crazy person called Eunice.. =b
1. The person who tagged me is
Eunice (thanks alott uhh... ...)

2. Your relationship with him/her
Crazy brother/sister

3. Your five impressions of him/her
CRAZY, pretty, funny, clever, adorable

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you
Cheering me up.

5. If she/he had become your lover,you will
Love you till i go crazy. XD

6. If she/he had became your lover, things she/he needs to be improve on
Go crazier ! lols.

7. If she/he became your enemy now
Never will unless one of us really go crazy.

8.What is it you want to talk her/him now
Erh, idk.. Stay crazy always. XD

9.Your overall impression of him/her
Crazy of course! What else?! :)

10.How do you think people around you, will feel about you
No idea .

11.The characteristic you love about yourself is
Can't think of any . I don't love myself. =x

12.The most ideal person you want to be is
A person who doesn't falls sick.

13.For people who cares & likes you, say something to them
Thank you? Haha.. I care/like you people more than you care/like me.. :D

Choose 10 people to be tagged:
01 Adrian
02 Sebastian
03 Seng Jueh
04 Juin fai
05 Jayme
06 Xiu Yan
07 Jenny
08 Nazem
09 Halijah
10 Siu Sian

14.Who's No. 6 having relationship with
idk .

15.If No. 7 and No. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
erh.. No .

16.What is No. 2 studying about
Same as me.

17.When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3
Monday 17th Nov .

18.What kind of music does No. 8 likes
Black metal

19.Does No. 1 has any siblings
yeah.

20.Will you woo No. 3
fyi, im not gay.

21.How about No. 7
idk. Stubborn bull .. XD

22.Is No. 4 single
i think so.

23.What is the surname of No. 5
Ng

24.What is the hobby of No. 10
not sure.

25.Do No. 5 & No. 9 get along well
idk.

26.Where does No. 9 live
idk idk idk! -.-

27.What colour does No. 4 likes
Not sure.

28.What is No. 10 doing now
idk.

This entire quiz filled with 'idk' only.. =x
I really dont know what to put there lor..
Haha.. thats all~

Monday, November 17, 2008 { 4:41:00 PM }

hi,
i'm so sick...
first high fever then flu then now ? super sick. -.-
yah.. nothing to say le. going out le.
bye. =x

Wednesday, November 12, 2008 { 11:03:00 PM }

Today, nothing much happened, nothing to say either..

Yesterday went to meet BingChuan , JuinFai and Birthday boy Sebastian at batok stn at 2pm.
Went to east coast, rent bike, go to the bbq pit.
Collected food, accompanied WeiMing go bedok interchange just to top up ezlink..
Went back, start fire. It took super long time to start the fire. =x
Sit, eat, chat, wait for time to pass..
At don't know what time, gpy come pass me the money then go liao..
i owe you 1Dollar hor. :]
then continued to sit there bla bla bla..
time pass so fast.. already going to 12am and still not home..
Cheeky parents send us to cck mrt, already around 12.45.
I didn't think will stay till so late so i never bring key out with me..
reach cck, i took cab home cause father still waiting for me.
reached home at around 1am.. father sleeping on sofa waiting for me.. i feel so bad. =x
Next time go anywhere i sure bring key with me le. Lols.
yah, thats about it..

Tomorrow need to go work again..
Will wake up at 6am, bathe, eat breakfast, bla bla, leave house 8am, take train all the way to HarbourFront...
Must sit/stand in train for about 1hr sia. Super boring..
Will be listening to music all the way there..
9.30 start work till around 6..
Go home another hour.. -.-
sian still got so much never-ending holiday assignments to do..
Every time see the worksheets alr sian le.. then nv do.. lols.
Dont know when then i will start doing..
Dont care le lah~

That's all for yesterday today and tmr. =x
Haha.. :]

Monday, November 10, 2008 { 10:58:00 PM }

yay..
Finally get back my computer le.. hahas.
Now computer all empty.. all my songs games blablabla all gone.. T.T
sad..
Next, Happy Birthday in advance to...
Mr. SEBASTIAN~ ;D
Tomorrow your b'day.. One year older le.. xD
hahas..
Tomorrow most probably will be going out with friends to celebrate HIS birthday.. ;D

idk what happen or whats wrong.
sometimes can be so happy, sometimes like strangers.
i hate it to be like that..
idk if i'm too much, always disturbing you thats why this happens or what..
but if i dont msg you i'll never get a msg from you. sad uhh. -.-
Nevermind.. shall not think about it anymore..
hope you're fine. Sorry if im annoying.
i doubt you'll read it but i'm just writing what i feel. Sorry. =x

Friday, October 24, 2008 { 7:58:00 PM }

Today woke up at around 6.30am.
Prepared myself for work.. surprisingly, i received a message from you. ;D
Haha..
Supposed to meet my cousin at Harbour Front Mac at 9.30 but i reached there a little too early at 9 instead. Lol
Then went up to the office, saw loads of things to complete...
Learnt how and what to do, and started working immediately. :]
It was quite easy but quite boring.
Luckily got messages to reply, so was not that boring lah. ;D
Thank you.. ;D
Had lunch break at 12noon, went to nearby food court ate chicken rice.. ;D
After that walked around Vivo till 1pm then went back to office.
Continued working till 5pm then left.
I had dinner alone, then went to Bishan to collect my Phone[*wife]. xD
Lols. jkjk.
Waste so much of my time.. reached home around 7.30pm, bathed and on the computer..
Tomorrow's meet-the-parents day. i'll be accompanying my mother to see the teachers.
I want to hear what EVERY SINGLE TEACHER wants to say about me and how they will BACK STAB me.. =D
Will be going to school at 10am tomorrow.
That's all for today.. Haha..
Weirdo you every time watch movie de.. Not fair~
Lols. haha.. ;D

Thursday, October 23, 2008 { 7:08:00 PM }

Today is use your hands campaign.
10 people from each class was assigned to clean different parts of the school.
Me, juinfai and sebastian were told to clean the stairs nearest to the General Office.
Clean until so tired. i keep disturbing the Chinese teacher. =X
Then after school, i had to stay back in school as i had to do my 2 hour DC.
from 10.20am till 12.20am.
So super long, but its nothing actually. XD
While walking about in school, i saw my sister. she told me Miss Chua looking for you to do DC. -.-
Why must Miss Chua's mouth be so big and tell my sister sia.. Lol. Stupid lah. -.-
Then, i walked around the entire school hoping to find Miss Chua, but failed.
Therefore, i went back to the canteen and sit there..
First time do DC in my 3 years of school. not bad uhhs. ;D
Some more quite interesting..
During DC i went to watch them play handball, went opposite school, walked around the school. Haha.
stayed in school until around 2.30pm.
The prize was a box of vitamin C. Lols. so dumb. XD
As i had to go home already, i went back and didn't slacked opposite with the others.
Actually had to go back to school at 4.30pm for Psl stuff.
Didn't have the time so didn't went.
Tomorrow will be having NPCC NOC camp.
But i don't think I'll be going because i think I'll be going to work. ;D
First day ehhs. Lols~
First day jiu must work full day.
i also don't know where is it, how to go, what is the timing like blablabla. Lols.
But i just found out its near harbourFront there. Lols.
See how bahs.. Hope its okay.. XD
I so good to you, you so bad to me. T.T Bully. Lols. jk.. =D

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 { 5:56:00 PM }

today as it is a Wednesday, i went to school myself by MRT and i usually reach school super early on Wednesdays.
i thought that it was so early and i always took out my hand phone in class to either listen to music or message people.. XD
Then i happy happy listen till so shuang. just nice, when i stop listening and started to message, i saw one person standing outside my class, keep staring at me non stop.
i SHOCKED sia. Miss Chua standing there.. =x
i see until her i become frozen. don't know what to do.
i immediately off my phone and went out to see her.
she told me i should know the school rules, i said yes i know i just now messaging my mother. i off my phone already..
she points to my name tag and says, IVAN THIA, after school come and see me.
she also said, you should know your hair is inappropriate..
i say yeah, i know.. i going to cut liao.. =X
haha..
after school went to look for her..
but, she not in HOD room and also not in General office.. i already want to go home liao then i saw her at one sec 2 class scolding one boy..
she like so angry sia.. i thought she see me will immediately come take my phone away..
but got PSP le, phone not so important le.. XD got psp to play at home no need my lousy phone le.. hahas..
Anyway, she in the end just gave me 2 hours DC. i said i need to buy lunch for my sister can i do tomorrow? she say.. okay.. haha.. I'm super lucky..
if my phone would be confiscated, my sim card would be gone as well..
then i would not be able to sms... T.T Lols.
Haha.. tomorrow is the handball tournament also so in the 2 hours of DC, I'll be able to watch some free show too.. XD
Lols..

Monday, October 20, 2008 { 2:14:00 PM }

Haha..
later i need go out to bishan AGAIN..
went there yesterday actually to send my phone for repair cause my phone keep having lots of problems..
who knows !
they told me, since i send for repair the last time, MOST PROBABLY its my memory card that is causing the problem.
unluckily, i left my memory card at home.. so, couldn't send it for repairs and I'll have to go down to bishan later to send it for repairs.. Hais..
So troublesome sia..
i hope it'll be fully repaired and free of PROBLEMS when i get it back..
if not always auto off by itself.. message or listen songs halfway always auto off.. super irritating..
Haha..
that's all for today and yesterday..

As i told you,
I'LL SURE WRITE IT TOO.... XD

JENNYGPY IS A WEIRDO/PSYCHO :D

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 { 10:33:00 PM }

Hais.
should have sign up for the bintan trip for uniform groups sia.
Regret not signing up.. TT
siann..
Tomorrow will be having CCA shooting course from 2.30 till 6..
another boring stuff.. hais..
thats all le bah..
Goodnights.

Monday, October 13, 2008 { 10:44:00 PM }

Just quarrelled with my family last Sunday.
they kept saying i was unhappy to go out with them always..
They said ALWAYS.
if i was unhappy,
would i still go out with them?
would i still talk to them?
would i still joke with them ?
Obviously NOT !
Know where we 'fought' with each other ?
Me and my 'dad'...
OUTSIDE IMM !
Wonderful movie.. too bad if you missed it
i didn't record it down.. Lols.
Went there for dinner and buy things..
in the end? argue lor..
Went there met my 'dad' then went back home immediately after fighting outside IMM..
still slap my face, still scold vulgarities to me..
Wonderful family yeah?.. Don't jealous..
One day i will train myself up I'll fight back..
Its just a matter of time..
Always want argue with me fun is it?
Super angry..
Because of some one's stupid thinking, caused hatred to be i me forever..
Too bad for them..
they made this happen..
They created a big mess for everyone..
I'm so irritated with all these arguments, ALWAYS.
HAIS.. nothing better else to say anymore..
Goodnight..
T.T

Wednesday, October 08, 2008 { 3:43:00 PM }

Hey..
I have a 4 letter word to say, after all the exams..
Guess whats the word ?!?
Its ... ...

YEAH!

Why i YEAH?!
The answer is so OBVIOUS..
Cause Exam finish la !
Stupidd... -.-
XD
HAHA..

Lols..
Still got still got..
One more 4 Letter word..

HAIS...

Ask me why ?
Cause i don't think i'll do well for the exams even though i spent almost every single day going for tuitions..
Know what?
My tuition always last for 4Hours or MORE each time..
Can you believe it ?!
The record was 8hours NON-STOP..
That means its even longer than a long day in school !
Wth.. Really very tired.. can die already..
;D

Haha..
Sad..
Why can't i get good results... T.T

Tomorrow will be my death date.
[cause results will be out tomorrow]
Remember to attend my wake..!
Thanks.. ;D

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 { 4:51:00 PM }

Siann..
School reopens = No time to update, No time to play..
Exams are just a few more weeks away only.. i hope i wont do badly this time..
i dont want to be retained or promoted to normal academics next year..
How to prevent all these?
Must study super hard now lor..
i want to study but i just cant..
I dont know why, but nothing seems to get into my stupid brain anymore..
i want to buck up, get good results so that i'll be able to stay in this class next year..
i have to start studying really hard now..
i cant afford to waste any more time slacking around anymore..
If i dont do well in the coming exam, i wont be able to go out during the holidays..
I dont want that to happen.. seriously.. -.-
So, after today, i dont think i'll have the time to update or even to switch on the computer anymore..
Therefore.. I'm sorry if i cant update...
Will update when the exams are over or when i have the time..
Sorry !
Will Be Back After Exams..
xD

Monday, September 01, 2008 { 3:43:00 PM }

Lols.
Went to Singapore Flyer yesterday.. Why ?
Because i got a free ticket as i am born in the month of AUGUST.. xD
We took the 8.30 ride.. the queue was so "short".. hahas..
But its okay as the queue moved quite fast..
=DD
Took some photos during the ride.. but not very clear.. =x
Had dinner there after the ride which as quite late already..
When walking to carpark dad saw some people having trouble with the car, so went to see..
2 of their car tyres were punctured by someone intentionally as the pins were all gone..
Luckily, my dad got something to pump the tyre. Lol.
Lucky for themm.. xD
In the end, reached home around 11 plus 12..
Soo tired.. =b

TODAY
Haiss.
Later at 7pm, I'll be going for tuition again..
so siann.. must go all the way to woodlands..
T.T
Tuition sure end late de.. hais..
Come home sure very tired de... -.-

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

Anyway Rubbish aside..
Who taking AMATHS in 3E2 know how to do all the work Teacher give !?!?
I need COPY ! I don't understand a single thing at all..
T.T .. Lols.

Thats all for now bahs.. Will update another time.. =DD

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?

Friday, August 29, 2008 { 8:01:00 PM }

Lols. nahhs.. i'm not EMO okayy.. i just found this pic on the net and looks nice..
xD
hahas. dont mistaken me as being EMO hors. i'm not i'm not i'm not.. ! =b
the pic nice ma?.. =DD
Lols. today is teachers day !
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !
Hahas.. Today school was boring.. very boring..
But, not just today.. its EVERYDAY. Lols.
siann.. why must we study.. study study stydu.. can die one lehhs.. xD
My results all deproving le.. sad.. T.T

Hais. anyway, Happy Holidays to everyone !!
=DD

Thursday, August 28, 2008 { 10:07:00 PM }

Lols. Bro. linked you and xiuyan le. xD
i smart find dao your de blog. =b
hahars..
i neeed off le..
if not later mother want come naggggg at me le.. xD
chat next time. xD

{ 6:52:00 PM }

Lols.
idk why, but i'm always so bored at home. always nothing better to do..
even if i want to study, nothing will go into my stupid brain..
i'll just stare into the textbooks or assements and just waiting for time to pass faster..
zzz
Ivan ar Ivan.. why like that? why why ?..
lols. going crazy soon.. =X

anyway, today nothing much happened..
As usual had all the boring lessons.. blah blah blah.. then last lesson,
SOCIAL STUDIES !!
Got back common test results.. i got 15/25.. Hahas.. lucky got pass.. xD
But the other test [the one where he scolded me BLOODY IVAN that we got back is the test which i wrote nothing at all except copying the questions..
He teach really super boring las. listen until can sleep one. -.-
Hahas. Thats all le bahs.. lols. nothing to do lehhs.. so BORING !!!
AHHH
Somemore i told parents that i want to go out with friends during holidays, know what theysaid to me ?

YOU CANNOT GO OUT ! YOU BETTER CANCEL ALL THE APPOINTMENTS YOU MADE WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND BETTER STAY AT HOME TO STUDY AND TO GO FOR TUITIONS TO PREPARE FOR YOUR FINAL YEAR EXAM. ONLY IF YOU SCORE WELL IN YOUR FINAL YEAR, THEN I'LL LET YOU GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS..
wth lahs.. before common test thay say if i score well can let me go out during sep holidays... now leh ?!?! say cannot go out until after final year exams !!?!!
WTF WTH WTF!
**** lahs.
Damn it.. -.-
Shit life..
Zzz

Monday, August 25, 2008 { 8:55:00 PM }

boo ! blog's dead le.. xD hahas. all thanks to Ivan's laziness in updating.. lols.
Why so lazy ?
i dont know leh.. dont feel like updating lor.. xD
anyway, today had chinese test..
i'm sure i'm going to fail another CHINESE test again.. =x
so so so DIFFICULT lor.. i read i blur diao le...
the cloze passage hor.. read until i sleepy sia.. anyhow pick number.. -.-
like one idiot like that.. aiya.. anyhow pick number also not bad la.. like playing game like that.. xD
then the comprehension.. read until sleep..
in the end need to rush anyhow writ crap to at least try to get some marks.. hahas..
=DD i think thats all for now..
I'll try to update more often.. =DD

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 { 7:15:00 PM }

hahas.
Finally CT is over, no need study so hard le. ;D
Wanted a break coz after CT le, but parents dont allow, say must go tuition.. blah blah blah...
Tomorrow night still got tuition.. sian sia.. study so much le, CT just over also nv give break..
I want die le la.. -.-
anw, tests were quite okay, to me. but i dont think i'll score well for SS.
i hate SS.. Zzz
Haha.. talking about ss..
I remembered what Mr Nazar scolded me..
"That BLOODY Ivan, sit at the back still can smile, like nothing happen at all !"
LOL!

Thursday, July 03, 2008 { 3:17:00 PM }

Super Super busy. Finally i can update in peace.
Cause now, I'm alone at home, Parents working, Sister in school.
Wonderful ! Lols.
Its been a really really super long time since I've updated.
Its not that I'm lazy to update or whatsoever.
The main reason is that, my mother keeps asking me to study, no time to rest, never let me on the computer also. Wth. Fed up. -.-
So today while no one is at home, i finally can take this wonderful opportunity to update in peace before my sister or mother returns from school or work. Hahas.
Miss those times when i can update in peace, on my computer occasionally, chat to friends online.. Hais.
But now i cant. Wth. Mother keep say study study study.
Study until i die is it..
Computer also cannot on.
Even if can on, cannot go online, cannot chat, only can do something.
Know what is that "special" something ?
Of course is HOMEWORK/SCHOOLWORK lor.
Siann lehhhh..
Some more, i have to go tuition ALMOST every week for 2 hours actually but always extend till up to 4-5hours.
People might say, its all for my own good blah blah blah.
I know i know.
But cannot keep studying every single day right. Like that mind as well die lah !
Life super boring lor. Go school whole day don't come back best.. -.-
At least can have 'fun' with classmates/schoolmates rather than going home then, WORK WORK WORK.. What else can i do at home sia..
Going crazy soon..
Luckily still can send messages to 'chat'.. Lol.. Hahas.
Hais.. Hais.. Hais..
Bored to death.

IMPORTANT ! LOL !
Can i ask you people something ?
What will you ask me to do
OR
What will you do to me
IF i smoke.
Seriously, i want to know your answers.

[I want to know the answer from you especially. And of course all my friends lah.]

However, PLEASE do not message me asking if i got smoke or what lah.
Reason ?
Because I'm not sure if my parents still checking on my messages or phone calls.
Damn it.
Another thing that makes me Pissed off.
eff sia..
If one day you would to find out that your parents are checking on your messages or calls how will you feel ? Angry right.. Hais.
I Love school ! Not the teachers, not the lessons, not the remedial classes, not the CCA, not everything, but my friends.
Haha.. :D

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 { 9:44:00 PM }

Sorry ! Sorry for not updating lately.. went holidays many times and haven't started on holiday assignments, so i apologise for not updating.. will have to rush to do all the holiday assignments the next few days..
Sorry cannot update ! No time ahh.. !

Thursday, June 05, 2008 { 1:20:00 PM }

Hahas..
Time to Forget the Past and start new.
Lols..
I said that because, today, very soon, I'll be leaving house for my tuition which starts at 3pm, at Admiralty.
Then, after my tuition, I'll be meeting my mother and sister at Causeway to send my phone for repairs.
No, my phone is not spoilt or anything, its just that, since I'm going overseas tomorrow, and i wouldn't be bringing my phone there so mind as well send it for some servicing right ?..
Isn't that a good idea ?
Hahas..
However, the sad thing is that,
all my Sent messages, Received messages that i kept since 19th of Blah[month], will all be deleted.
So sad.. I want to keep them but need send for repair services also before the warranty expires.
Hais.. Sad.. Sad..
But, its okay.. Hahas..
I've told myself already..
Since I'll be going overseas, why not send it to repair ?
How about my messages right.... Hahas..
Thought of it already, told myself that, Its OKAY.
I'm neither happy nor sad that those messages will be deleted..
The reason ?
I think i would follow you, and wait till after graduation. Hahas. Though its a very very long time, it is also quite a good decision.
Reason is, we can put our full concentration into studying and do well for the o'levels.
I want to do well, so my parents won't be so worried that i cannot cope with my studies and still have a relationship.
Lols.
Might find it stupid or silly, but since i got to wait till after graduation, mind as well concentrate on studies then i can do whatever i want after that right.. :D
Hahas..
Back to the holiday part..
I'll be leaving tomorrow 6th June and will be back on the 9th June.
Will surely miss Singapore.. Hahas..
I'll miss something the most..
My Phone And My Messages...
Hahas.. Lols.. :D
Miss Everyone.. Blah blah blah..
Hahas..
Bye Bye..
I think this would be the last post before i go overseas..
Will try to update when I'm back.. :D
Till then,
See Ya ~

Loves~
LoLs.. :D

Tuesday, June 03, 2008 { 3:30:00 PM }

Hello.. Hahas.. Actually i'm having my tuition now, but in the end, i did not go.
Wonder why? Thats because i was not feeling well just now.
Felt sick the whole day till now, vomited once/twice.. no fever, have headache..
Thats about all..
Haha..
So, its time to do those holiday assignments again luh..
Siannn... Lols.. Haha..
Eee.. Holidays i so many things to do de.. Not fair.. -.-
Ohh yahhs..
I'll be going overseas this friday too..
So, that will also take up another few days of my holidays,
therefore,
Go Holidays + Go Tuition + Do Assignments = No Time To Go Out..
SiaNNNnnn..
I very Ke Lian right.. -.-

Still got so many holiday assignments to do..
I only completed 3/4 of the E-Maths paper.. (i know im slow)
Haha..

Haisss.. Don't know what else to talk about already lahs..

I'll Never Give Up.
I'll Keep waiting.
I'll Never Let Go.
I'll Wait And I'm Waiting.
How i wished we were still together.
Lols. I'm Crazy.
Haiiss...

Monday, June 02, 2008 { 1:29:00 PM }

Wonder whats over ?
Haha..
Its just my NPCC camp @ Pulau Ubin lah.. It was a 3D2N camp..
At first, i didn't want to go for the camp. But i did go in the end.. Hahas.
It was fun, though some activities were boring.. Haha..
Sorry for not updating the last few days yah..
Friday till sunday i went for camp, and i will be having tuition tomorrow..
Hais.. So many things..
Why am i always so busy !
T.T
This week, i'll be going overseas also.. Hais.. Busy busy busy... -.-
No time to do holiday assignments, no time to rest, no time to go out le lah.. Hais..
T.T
Lols.. How i wished i won't be so busy..
Give me a break man.. -.-
Okay.. i think i should stop here already..
I don't know when will i update again also..
Haha.. So, i'm sorry if i did not update yah.. :D

Labels: i'm still waiting and i will wait.. :D

Friday, May 23, 2008 { 3:10:00 PM }

Hais.
Why holidays still have School works?
I thought Holidays are meant to rest ?

hol·i·day
1. a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.
2. A day free from work that one may spend at leisure, especially a day on which custom or the law dictates a halting of general business activity to commemorate or celebrate a particular event.

Haha.. Lols.

Though i really don't feel like doing any works or studying, I've got no choice, i know..
Sad Sad..
Know what is my position in the class ?
Haha.. Shall tell you my positions from Secondary 1 till now..
===============================================================
Secondary 1, First semester:
Class Position : 11/40
Level Position : 22/191
Conduct: EXCELLENT
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Secondary 1, Overall for year:
Class Position : 18/40
Level Position : 41/191
Conduct : VERY GOOD
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Secondary 2, First semester:
Class Position : 28/40
Level Position : 97/196
Conduct : VERY GOOD
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Secondary 2, Overall for year:
Class Position : 30/40
Level Position : 109/196
Conduct : VERY GOOD
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Secondary 3, First semester:
Class Position : 34/40
Level Position : 141/195
Conduct : GOOD

L1R4 Aggregate : 24
L1R5 Aggregate : 32
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Shocked right ?
Hais. My grades just keep dropping, Conduct drops too..
Now, so many fail.. What am i suppose to do ? Argh..
I know, I know. I must study hard during the holidays to catch up on my studies right ?
But, I just have so many things to do you know ?
Some more going holidays, Have so many school works, So many days taken up for holidays and CCA already, still got tuition..
Seriously, I'm going to catch out of breath and die soon already.. Lols.
Want to meet friends, go out, also don't have time. How, How, How ?
Got one whole load of school work lor. Hais.
Tell me how, Tell me how, Someone tell me how~
-.-
I want to go out with friends, cousins anyone.. Blah blah.. ! Argh.
Just so busy. Damn !

Always When i think of the past, Tears just drop down my face.
Idk why.
I tried to stop thinking so much about it, but i just couldn't.
I still miss those days. I still think of them. Hais..
Shall i continue waiting, or should i just forget about it.
Idk. Seriously. T.T

Haha. Back to talking rubbish bahs. Haha.
Okay Okay, Results poor, Conduct poor, Super busy, What else should i talk about ?
If i type everything I'm thinking of, i think you'll read till you sleep. Haha..
But, every time when i am free and have nothing to do, I'll blog.
Then plenty of things will rush through my brain, and I'll start typing and typing..
Now, I'm posting a super long post again because i don't know when will be the next time I'll have time to post. Haha..
The reason why i type so long, its because my MOM is not at HOME ! wahaha.. Lols.
If she at home, sure ask what i doing, don't let me go online to msn, don't let me play...
Sure will say, " Get back your results already, know you did so badly still want to play ?"
Obviously, if i want to play, also cannot what..
Say until like that i still play, means I'm digging my own grave.. Right ? -.-
Haha..
So, i always take the opportunity to update, say blog down what I'm thinking of when no one's at home ! If parents at home, sure Busybody come see what i doing de lor.
So irritating.. Do you like someone to keep observing you whatever you are doing ?
No Privacy at all right.. !
Lols.
I think I'm just so bad..
I treat friends a billion times better than my own family.
Lol ! Don't ask why, Cause i also don't know why..
Haha..
Can you believe it ?
I actually forget my sis birth date, while i remembered my friends'.
Omgosh. =X
ShhHhHhHHhHhhh... Lols !
I think its the opposite. Friends are my Brothers and Sisters, While family are my friends !
Omgosh. I'm crazy. Somebody please tell me that I'm crazy..
-.-
Seriously going crazy. Haha..

Ohh yahhs..
Can you believe it ?
I'm starting to like going to NPCC now, though i still don't like some part of it..
NPCC bonding SUPER good LOR !
Anyone jealous ? Wahaha..
I love my squad mates, Hates the Inspectors that punish us. -.-
LOL !

Hahaha.. After typing so much, i think I've come to an end already.
Idk what else to type anymore ! Hahaha.

Btw,
anyone going out during holidays ?
Remember to ask me out too, though i don't know if I'll free on that day. Lols. Haha..

Its holidays already, Next whole week have CCA. T.T Haha..

Kay then. Shall not type any longer.. :D
Will update when i can again.. :D
Love everyone ! :D
I'm crazy ! :D
Haha.. :D

I WILL DEFINITELY MISS MY FRIENDS AND SCHOOL ~
But Not the school work and lessons of course. Haha.. =D

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 { 6:52:00 PM }

wow... How come got so many people same name as me ? Haha..
But how come i don't know of many that have the same name as me but you do.. Lols. Haha..

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 { 7:01:00 PM }

Haha.. haven't been up dating for quite some time already right..
I was just told that there will be NPCC tomorrow..
HAIS.. Sian.. Lols..
Anyway, need bring full uniform, pe shirt, track pants, blah blah blah..
Always so troublesome that's why i don't like to go lor !
Bring so many things to school early in the morning, change here change there, become so hot..
A little late, get scolding, pumping.. SIAN LEH !
Not because of the punishments that i don't want to go..
The problem is that its just so troublesome..
-.-
haiiis....
But, no choice.. Must go.. -.-

SiansIansiAnsiaNSiansIansiAnsiaNSiansIansiAnsiaNSiansIansiAnsiaNSiansIansiAnsiaNSians

BoredbOredboRedborEdboreDBoredbOredboRedborEdboreDBoredbOredboRedborEdboreD

-.- .TheEnD. -.-

Saturday, May 10, 2008 { 12:27:00 PM }

Hello! Haha..

I'll be going to Vivo later.. :D
Must bring extra money le worr.. Must buy something hors..
Haha.. You know what I'm referring to yeahs.. Haha.. -.-
Well, I've one and a half more year to wait uhh..
Shall take this time to 'improve' on myself and whatever.. blah blah blah...
Haha. I felt like I'm a totally different person luh..
Omg.. Whats happening to me.. Haha..
Got to go out soon, and shall not post too long till some people read till see stars right..
[you know who you are !] Lols.. joking ! :D

Hmmms..
Heys. If you did pass by my blog,
I just wanna tell you, Cheer up.
That time when i was down, you cheered me up yeahs.
I can't possibly do nothing when you help me once right.
I'm not saying that I'm doing this because i 'owed' you a favour or what lah.
Just don't want to see you so sad anymore kays..
Though we might not be very close or what,
Just don't be so sad anymore bahs.
If there's anything i can do to make you feel better,
Please do let me know..
Cheer up kays..

Crazy sister.. :D

SmilE !

Heyys !
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only 4 parachutes - The 1st passenger said, "I am Kobe Bryant, the best
NBA basketball player. The Lakers need me, and I can't afford to die."
So he took the 1st pack and left the plane.
The 2nd passenger, Hillary Clinton said, "I am the wife of a former U.S.
President, a NY State Senator and a potential future president. And I am
the smartest woman in American history, so America's people don't want
me to die." She took the 2nd pack and jumped out of the plane.
The 3rd passenger, Ted Kennedy said I am a US Senator, the democratic
party needs me and my liver still has some good years left So he grabbed
the pack next to him and jumped.
The 4th passenger, Billy Graham, said to the 5th passenger, a 10 year
old schoolgirl, "I am old and frail and don't have many years left, and
as a Christian I will sacrifice my life and let you have the last
parachute."
The girl said, "That's okay. There's a parachute left for you. America's
smartest woman took my schoolbag.

Lol

Haha.. Found it on the web.. -.-

Haha.. Hope you'll feel better after reading this.. :D

Haha.. Got to go soon.. :D Bye bye !
Will update when I've the time.. :D
See yah~ :D

Friday, May 09, 2008 { 8:11:00 PM }

Haha. I never forget okay... :D wanted to type a whole load of crap again today, but i went to play games and forget totally about updating. -.- and its 1.25am now... Parents will nag at me if i still don't off the computer.. so, today's post will be a very short one.. haha.. its so coincidence that I'm going to vivo tmr too and i 'owed' you that thing.. Haha
After what you told me, i just couldn't forget what you said. Haha..
I'll Wait And Wait.. And Continue Waiting.. Haha.. :D

Thursday, May 08, 2008 { 1:56:00 PM }

Haha. So glad that the examinations are over! Can finally relax and have a good rest.
For the past week during the examination period, i was so busy.
Always rushing for tuition, then rushing back to revise, then of course had insufficient sleep/rest.
Tuition are always around 6.30pm till 10pm as the teacher is very kind, knowing that I'm weak in everything, he made me stay on, teaching me all those that I'm not sure of.
He went through the textbooks with me, did revision questions with me, and so on..
I can say that he really helped me allot ! haha.
That's because, from things i don't know at all, after he went through with me, i understood about it, not fully understood, but at least have a clearer picture of what are the things that i need to do.
What a wonderful tuition yeahh..
Why did i go for tuition at last minute ehhs..
That's because someone gave me the motivation to do so, asked me to study.. bleah.. shall not talk about it anymore..

Back to the examinations part. The day before yesterday, which is also Tuesday, i went for tuition at 7pm till 10pm+ !
By the time i reached home, it was close to 11pm, and the next day, which is Wednesday i had to report in school by 6.45 in Full-Uniform. That's because it was NPCC day. What a great timing to have such a 'DAY' during the period of examinations.
The thing that made me super furious is that, the teacher went to every class, writing something on the whiteboard while we were having examinations.
It says, ' NPCC cadets please report to school by 6.45 in your Full-Uniform tomorrow as it is NPCC day' something like that lahh.
Know what, the night before, i spent close to 3hours polishing my boots and touching up on my uniform.
Cause i had tuition before, which i also said that i reached home around 10.30pm, plus getting changed and having a good bath, it was around 11pm. So, FYI 11pm Plus 3hours is Equals to 2am ! And i had to wake up at 5am the next day as i don't want to be late.
Know what people...
In the end, i reached school at 6.15am, saw one NPCC sec 3 cadet there alone. which means i was the second to be there..
Wth.. i waited till 6.30 finally another sec 3 came, then a few came too.
We headed to 3E2 to gather as some of them were at class waiting. Got ready, prepared to report at 6.45, but we thought the teacher might be wrong and asked one of the fellow sec3 to ask the teacher.
INDEED, it was the teacher who thought that it was a normal school day and we need to report at 6.45.... School start at 8plus on Wednesdays lahh.
We 7plus go report to teacher, they said, those haven't eat can go eat now. We still have plenty of time.. Why you all come so early? i was like wtf lah. Ask us come early when the classrooms are locked, none of the teacher in charge was there...
What a waste of time. Make cannot sleep longer ! arghh.
Haha. anyways, what is over is already over. i cannot change anything, so forget bout it bahhs. :D
Teacher! I forgive you this time... -.-
Back to today..
Reached home, bathed, changed, switch on the computer, went to lie down on the sofa for just a few minute and i couldn't get up anymore.
I was super tired lahh.
Sorry for the late reply.. I was actually sleeping ! Haha. Sorry Sorry.. Didn't ignore you or whatever.. :D
Now, I'm sitting right in front of the computer.. Haha..
Hey Friends! Going out during holidays remember call me hor.
*though I'm not sure if i can*
Haha.. just call me and I'll try to go out ! Haha.. :D
Bye bye. Will update when I've the time or i feel like updating. :D

Wednesday, May 07, 2008 { 6:04:00 PM }

Haha. Its been a long time since i last posted something on this dead blog. =X
Anyways, tmr is the last day of examinations and Friday is a holiday cause its marking day.
Haha.. I think thats something good..
Cause finally the exams are going to be over in just another days time.
Guess what i'm going to do..?
Are you thinking that i would say..
Get addicted in another online game and play the whole day, without sleep, without meals ?
Sorry, but no. I don't think I'm going to do that again.
Hahas..
I shall use my holiday time wisely and not playing around the whole day, waiting for the time to pass.
Now you might think I'm going to be a nerd and study the whole day?
Though i said that i would use my time wisely, it doesn't mean that i will NOT play or go out, and just studying the whole day right..
I'll still be having tuition during the SHORT June holidays just to 'brush up' on my studies...

Hais.. Why must studying be so important. =X
Talking bout studies..
Chinese is a subject that makes me go nuts as i don't understand a dam thing bout it.
Physics is a subject that makes me confused with billions of formulas to remember.
Chemistry is a subject that makes me get interested about sometimes.
English is a subject that makes me go nuts as i always only get just-pass kinda results.
E-Maths is a subject that makes me want to do more recently as its interesting.
A-Maths is a subject that makes me have headaches and gets me confused.
Computer Studies is a subject that makes me want-to-go-more-often as we always get to go to the lab.
History is a subject that makes me write loads of things on worksheets given by the teacher.
Thats about all. Haha.. :D
Going back to the topic, what will i do during the holidays yeah. If I'm not wrong, I'm going overseas ?
Thats what i think. I don't care bout going overseas. I think its just a waste of my precious time.
During holidays, the only thing we will do is play, eat, sleep, play, eat, sleep. Its just the same old thing again and again no matter where we go. Unless the place is really exciting or fun lah, then things may be different. :D
During the holiday time, i could stay in Spore and go out with friends, play, and even do a little of work.

Haha. First time typed so much nonsense..
Still got Plenty of things to say..
Sorry, but i got to go. Will continue some other time. :D

Take Care! Miss You! Love You! Whatever !
Haha.

*Bro. I know alright. You don't have to shout there ! later people paisehh..

Friday, May 02, 2008 { 2:05:00 PM }

idk whats the problem. but i knew there was some problem and knew this was going to happen. Its just a matter of time, and it really happened. What have i done wrong ? Why must this happen to me ? I don't wish any of this ting would happen, but it did. idk why. I want to stay with you forever but this happened, although idk why, but I'm just going to wait just like I've waited since lower sec days.

Someone please tell me what I've done wrong.
What did i do that such things happen.
What have i done that i deserve such punishments.
I'm so F up now.
Hate myself.
Hate my life.

Don't piss me off. I'm not what i used to be anymore.

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